the brightest star

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shimmer

you were the star in my life
brightening up my life
guiding my way through those up and downs
one day, you just faded away
now i don't know what to do...


care to shine?




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Sunday, November 22, 2009
//Epic Song

가지말래도멈춰서래도

너를향해가는내맘인걸

닳지도않니줄지도않니

왜이리내사랑은..

추억하나하나세고또세느라

맘은한시도쉬질못해

가누기도힘들짐만될텐데

왜난버리지도못하는지..


정말가슴이어떻게됐나봐

눈먼사랑에바보가됐나봐

오직한곳만매일한곳만

너란슬픈빛을바라보다..

눈물샘마저도고장이났나봐

자꾸눈물이멎질않아

그저한마디만사랑해한마디만

내게말해주면안되니..

손을뻗어봐도아무리불러도

너는내게서멀기만해

아픈상처만될사랑일텐데

왜난지우지도못하는지..

정말가슴이어떻게됐나봐

눈먼사랑에바보가됐나봐

오직한곳만매일한곳만

너란슬픈빛을바라보다..

눈물샘마저도고장이났나봐

자꾸눈물이멎질않아

그저한마디만

사랑해한마디만

내게말해주면안되니..

니가웃으면나도행복하단

거짓말로날위로해보지만)

니가향해선곳내가아니라서

외로운눈물이흘러..

정말심장이어떻게됐나봐

힘든사랑에미쳐버렸나봐

갖지도못해잊지도못해

너를하루하루기다리다..


너무나그리워탈이난건가봐

너를너무나사랑해서

그저한가지만

니마음한가지만

내게나눠주면안되니..

나를사랑하면안되니...


< 5:35 AM >


Tuesday, September 22, 2009
//Revival =D

Hmmm went to school at 9.30 cos of free first period... Had Chinese and Year Head Assembly... Was feeling damn drowsy everywhere, and almost missed my stop on the bus. Went to see doctor and got MC! Ok bye.

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Monday, January 19, 2009
//

due to hot demand, i'm back! nth much to blog. so i shall blog abt lessons =D

maths. aiya wads to blog abt maths. onli tt the TA tmr, but nth much to mug. yeaaaaa

geog. boring. hav to see tt bitch act sarcastic again. learnt tt she checks her son's file, probably everyday. omg. i pity her son. and i noe hw he feels...

PE. DAM TIRING. this new teacher is a sadist or sth. ran one round around the field first.. that one ok. still can take it. then came dunno wad shit "suicide" game. basically need to sprint a lot. after tt i felt like gonna faint. AGAIN. i think i hav heart disease or sth. then was standing broad jump... then SPRINTING AGAIN. then soccer.

recess. went to RJ myself again. used to it.

chem. ksp was at reservist so we had a relief teacher. who is the bro of hong rixing. i didnt guess it at first until he told me... btw i was the first to reach the lab when i tot i would be the last -.-" yea it was pretty fun. ok actually boring, onli the explosion vids fun. oh well. wad do i expect.

chinese. LOL as usual. she dam LAME and GUAILAN and BIASED. but oh well i guess she is a gd teacher and i hope i get gd result for HMT O lvls... and i will work hard!!! hoping for at least a A2 or even A1 (biggest hope)

lunch.. went RJ again.. the bloody roti prata man. heard my order of one plain and one onion wrong. so i gt one egg one plain... being the nice guy i was i didnt complain to him. and i didnt wan to waste. so I ATE THE FKING EGG PRATA. 3 EGGS TODAY. hello heart attack, bye health.

cle. did some role play... and i SUAY get the most boring job of observer. I RATHER ACT LAAAA. zzz my luck sucks i guess.

after that was CO. which is nth to blog abt. totally nth.

ok. i nid to do geog elearning hmwk. and play game! bye.

< 5:08 AM >


Tuesday, July 1, 2008
//

today first period was a FREE PERIOD!! hw nice gt some time to slack. geog in com lab... bio.. maths.. and the stupid poetry SLAM. they all read so guailan-ly tt i dunno wad they saying in the first place -.- and tt newspaper man poem was read 3 times. and i reallireallirealli lost my maths file. OH NO!! cant find it in school or at home. dead le. and i forgot put my physics individual report in huang yuting's pigeon hole. OH NO!! i hope she dun minus 10% man. ah basically... tts it ah.. nid mug maths le ahaha

< 6:27 AM >


Monday, June 30, 2008
//

aiya time to revive. so...

today pe was swimming. but a lot of us nv bring swimming attire, so, had to do push-up and crunches. actually it was pretty chicken feet. then bio was boring as usual, maths had FREE PERIOD! then english was group discussion, philo was sth abt language i didnt listen to and chinese was the book test. nt veri hard. and here starts the drama =D.

3.30 i went to play bball. then the stuck up huang yiheng saw us. nvm abt him. after playing we went to take our bags at classroom. but the stupid cleaners already lock. so hav to go office, then climb up the stairs again. finally gt it. then we guaiguai went CO. 4.30 le. 5 oclock we decided to give ourself self-break. went bball again. uniform gt all wet wif sweat (rhymes -.-) then we decided to go back. then uh-oh!!! saw wong chiu chin toking to some ppl. so we walk longer way to avoid her. then went back. our uniform all wet and wearing wet clothes in aircon room is NT GD so we went to dry. when going back up after drying we saw lin si hui. OMG. luckily she nv say ath. LUCKYLUCKY. yea so basically... tts all -.-

nw nid chiong chem file =( AND THURS GT MATHS CCT AND HAVENT MUG!! OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! and i forgot EVERYTHING during the hols. crap.

< 6:03 AM >


Friday, May 9, 2008
//

Angel Angel
镜子中 看见一张陌生的脸
那眼神如此黯淡
笑一笑 只牵动苦涩的嘴角
我的寂寞谁知道
像条船在海上飘
北斗星也看不到
谁能够扬起了帆
远远离开这黑潮
Angel Angel
盼望你在我身边
Angel Angel
请你 紧紧抓住我的手
有时候 我想不会有人了解
心里面藏着的痛
我害怕 用真心面对这世界
只好越来越沉默
一个人在人海漂
说话的人找不到
谁给我温柔拥抱
当我感觉心快要碎了
Angel Angel
盼望你在我身边
Angel Angel
是否 听见我在呼唤你
能不能 告诉孤单疲惫的我
你永远为我守候
Angel Angel
请你留在我的身边
Angel Angel
请你不要放开我的手

aiyo... my tagboard so damn empty... pls tag if you come!! but the prob is veri little ppl come -.-

physics slack as usual... i was challenging alvin toh to sudoku throughout the whole lesson -.- and i am losing 3-1 !!! if huang yuting doesnt improve her teaching we're realli screwed. for pe was the 2.4 retake. and i chose NOT to retake my 2.4 to get a gold =D and we played bball wif a (rotten) soccer ball. given by pe teacher. hw pathetic. i should hav retaked my 2.4 and enjoyed the feeling of lapping shifeng.

went to lab for chem. and we finally saw GREEN fire o.O

and then began my drifting after school. i was supposed to go chinese talk to earn wen hua fen but since no one going so i didnt go. first i went to play tennis... all i can say is tt my first time playing wasnt veri gd... seriously like a joke. but like i said its my first time playing, so can be forgiven.

then went to bball court to see anyone i noe playing. none. so i went kemama shop try borrow ball. then they say they gt a deflated ball. then the pump had no needle -.-"'""""""" so i went library. then met weichuan at library. and played hangman on his phone! lets jus say i owned. then we prank call ppl outside the library. tried to prank someone but tt someone didnt listen..... DAMN it would hav been VERIVERI fun to see him/her/it get tricked ahaha. esp hw stupid and SLOOOW he/she/it is.

oh shit tmr is PTM. and i havent show my mum my maths cct. if ho wai lin decide to talk abt it tmr.. screwed liao...

< 4:50 AM >


Thursday, May 8, 2008
//

i feel used by you... what do you treat me as? jus a tool to help you?

hai... i gt back my maths today. 17.5/30. wth i gonna get screwed. we learned tt desmond tan would take us for cle frm nxt wk onwards... oh no... then it was physics at the lab which i totally learnt NOTHING. then for cct period huang yuting came in again... so in total we saw her damned face for 3 lessons. and the cct lesson she gt pissed.

yea actually it was shiya. he didnt take down ath (like me) and was sitting there listening (maybe). and so huang yuting went and ask y u jus sit down there nv take down blahblah. and shiya said "its supposed to be a free period" or sth. as always, she suddenly gt pissed and chased shiya out of the class. and then she scolded me and daniel lau for distracting the class -.- all we did was talk to shiya when he came back! wtf can she pls stop venting anger on us. maybe its yr time of the month but doesnt mean u can vent on us?!!

and we received 2 more assignment =( one for physics and one for ss. and well today i am supposed to slack... but... for a reason which tt particular person/mouse should noe VERI well... i cant slack.

< 4:24 AM >