The Fallen Star in My Life

Epic Song

2009-11-22T05:35:00.001-08:00

가지말래도멈춰서래도

너를향해가는내맘인걸

닳지도않니줄지도않니

왜이리내사랑은..

추억하나하나세고또세느라

맘은한시도쉬질못해

가누기도힘들짐만될텐데

왜난버리지도못하는지..

정말가슴이어떻게됐나봐

눈먼사랑에바보가됐나봐

오직한곳만매일한곳만

너란슬픈빛을바라보다..

눈물샘마저도고장이났나봐

자꾸눈물이멎질않아

그저한마디만사랑해한마디만

내게말해주면안되니..

손을뻗어봐도아무리불러도

너는내게서멀기만해

아픈상처만될사랑일텐데

왜난지우지도못하는지..

정말가슴이어떻게됐나봐

눈먼사랑에바보가됐나봐

오직한곳만매일한곳만

너란슬픈빛을바라보다..

눈물샘마저도고장이났나봐

자꾸눈물이멎질않아

그저한마디만

사랑해한마디만

내게말해주면안되니..

니가웃으면나도행복하단

거짓말로날위로해보지만）

니가향해선곳내가아니라서

외로운눈물이흘러..

정말심장이어떻게됐나봐

힘든사랑에미쳐버렸나봐

갖지도못해잊지도못해

너를하루하루기다리다..

너무나그리워탈이난건가봐

너를너무나사랑해서

그저한가지만

니마음한가지만

내게나눠주면안되니..

나를사랑하면안되니...

Revival =D

2009-09-22T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hmmm went to school at 9.30 cos of free first period... Had Chinese and Year Head Assembly... Was feeling damn drowsy everywhere, and almost missed my stop on the bus. Went to see doctor and got MC! Ok bye.

2009-01-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

due to hot demand, i'm back! nth much to blog. so i shall blog abt lessons =D

maths. aiya wads to blog abt maths. onli tt the TA tmr, but nth much to mug. yeaaaaa

geog. boring. hav to see tt bitch act sarcastic again. learnt tt she checks her son's file, probably everyday. omg. i pity her son. and i noe hw he feels...

PE. DAM TIRING. this new teacher is a sadist or sth. ran one round around the field first.. that one ok. still can take it. then came dunno wad shit "suicide" game. basically need to sprint a lot. after tt i felt like gonna faint. AGAIN. i think i hav heart disease or sth. then was standing broad jump... then SPRINTING AGAIN. then soccer.

recess. went to RJ myself again. used to it.

chem. ksp was at reservist so we had a relief teacher. who is the bro of hong rixing. i didnt guess it at first until he told me... btw i was the first to reach the lab when i tot i would be the last -.-" yea it was pretty fun. ok actually boring, onli the explosion vids fun. oh well. wad do i expect.

chinese. LOL as usual. she dam LAME and GUAILAN and BIASED. but oh well i guess she is a gd teacher and i hope i get gd result for HMT O lvls... and i will work hard!!! hoping for at least a A2 or even A1 (biggest hope)

lunch.. went RJ again.. the bloody roti prata man. heard my order of one plain and one onion wrong. so i gt one egg one plain... being the nice guy i was i didnt complain to him. and i didnt wan to waste. so I ATE THE FKING EGG PRATA. 3 EGGS TODAY. hello heart attack, bye health.

cle. did some role play... and i SUAY get the most boring job of observer. I RATHER ACT LAAAA. zzz my luck sucks i guess.

after that was CO. which is nth to blog abt. totally nth.

ok. i nid to do geog elearning hmwk. and play game! bye.

2008-07-01T06:27:00.000-07:00

today first period was a FREE PERIOD!! hw nice gt some time to slack. geog in com lab... bio.. maths.. and the stupid poetry SLAM. they all read so guailan-ly tt i dunno wad they saying in the first place -.- and tt newspaper man poem was read 3 times. and i reallireallirealli lost my maths file. OH NO!! cant find it in school or at home. dead le. and i forgot put my physics individual report in huang yuting's pigeon hole. OH NO!! i hope she dun minus 10% man. ah basically... tts it ah.. nid mug maths le ahaha

2008-06-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

aiya time to revive. so...

today pe was swimming. but a lot of us nv bring swimming attire, so, had to do push-up and crunches. actually it was pretty chicken feet. then bio was boring as usual, maths had FREE PERIOD! then english was group discussion, philo was sth abt language i didnt listen to and chinese was the book test. nt veri hard. and here starts the drama =D.

3.30 i went to play bball. then the stuck up huang yiheng saw us. nvm abt him. after playing we went to take our bags at classroom. but the stupid cleaners already lock. so hav to go office, then climb up the stairs again. finally gt it. then we guaiguai went CO. 4.30 le. 5 oclock we decided to give ourself self-break. went bball again. uniform gt all wet wif sweat (rhymes -.-) then we decided to go back. then uh-oh!!! saw wong chiu chin toking to some ppl. so we walk longer way to avoid her. then went back. our uniform all wet and wearing wet clothes in aircon room is NT GD so we went to dry. when going back up after drying we saw lin si hui. OMG. luckily she nv say ath. LUCKYLUCKY. yea so basically... tts all -.-

nw nid chiong chem file =( AND THURS GT MATHS CCT AND HAVENT MUG!! OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! and i forgot EVERYTHING during the hols. crap.

2008-05-09T04:50:00.001-07:00

Angel Angel
镜子中看见一张陌生的脸
那眼神如此黯淡
笑一笑只牵动苦涩的嘴角
我的寂寞谁知道
像条船在海上飘
北斗星也看不到
谁能够扬起了帆
远远离开这黑潮
Angel Angel
盼望你在我身边
Angel Angel
请你紧紧抓住我的手
有时候我想不会有人了解
心里面藏着的痛
我害怕用真心面对这世界
只好越来越沉默
一个人在人海漂
说话的人找不到
谁给我温柔拥抱
当我感觉心快要碎了
Angel Angel
盼望你在我身边
Angel Angel
是否听见我在呼唤你
能不能告诉孤单疲惫的我
你永远为我守候
Angel Angel
请你留在我的身边
Angel Angel
请你不要放开我的手

aiyo... my tagboard so damn empty... pls tag if you come!! but the prob is veri little ppl come -.-

physics slack as usual... i was challenging alvin toh to sudoku throughout the whole lesson -.- and i am losing 3-1 !!! if huang yuting doesnt improve her teaching we're realli screwed. for pe was the 2.4 retake. and i chose NOT to retake my 2.4 to get a gold =D and we played bball wif a (rotten) soccer ball. given by pe teacher. hw pathetic. i should hav retaked my 2.4 and enjoyed the feeling of lapping shifeng.

went to lab for chem. and we finally saw GREEN fire o.O

and then began my drifting after school. i was supposed to go chinese talk to earn wen hua fen but since no one going so i didnt go. first i went to play tennis... all i can say is tt my first time playing wasnt veri gd... seriously like a joke. but like i said its my first time playing, so can be forgiven.

then went to bball court to see anyone i noe playing. none. so i went kemama shop try borrow ball. then they say they gt a deflated ball. then the pump had no needle -.-"'""""""" so i went library. then met weichuan at library. and played hangman on his phone! lets jus say i owned. then we prank call ppl outside the library. tried to prank someone but tt someone didnt listen..... DAMN it would hav been VERIVERI fun to see him/her/it get tricked ahaha. esp hw stupid and SLOOOW he/she/it is.

oh shit tmr is PTM. and i havent show my mum my maths cct. if ho wai lin decide to talk abt it tmr.. screwed liao...

2008-05-08T04:24:00.000-07:00

i feel used by you... what do you treat me as? jus a tool to help you?

hai... i gt back my maths today. 17.5/30. wth i gonna get screwed. we learned tt desmond tan would take us for cle frm nxt wk onwards... oh no... then it was physics at the lab which i totally learnt NOTHING. then for cct period huang yuting came in again... so in total we saw her damned face for 3 lessons. and the cct lesson she gt pissed.

yea actually it was shiya. he didnt take down ath (like me) and was sitting there listening (maybe). and so huang yuting went and ask y u jus sit down there nv take down blahblah. and shiya said "its supposed to be a free period" or sth. as always, she suddenly gt pissed and chased shiya out of the class. and then she scolded me and daniel lau for distracting the class -.- all we did was talk to shiya when he came back! wtf can she pls stop venting anger on us. maybe its yr time of the month but doesnt mean u can vent on us?!!

and we received 2 more assignment =( one for physics and one for ss. and well today i am supposed to slack... but... for a reason which tt particular person/mouse should noe VERI well... i cant slack.

2008-05-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖我很快就离开

no matter how well you mend something, there will still be the cracks...

jus when we tot our maths teacher didnt come and we'll hav free period... she came. tmr will get back CCT. and the teacher said i either jus passed or jus failed. hear already sian liao. geography was slack at library pretending to do work. watched video on tibet for chinese... had a test on mole concept for chemistry. ok it was dam hard prob cos i didnt study. and re was stupidest -.-

apparently weichuan lost our survey. so we had to redo. then we redo halfway liao, then whoa, he say he found it in his gmail acct -.-"' and i created a blog for our re. then we spent the rest of the time translating the survey to chinese.

oh yea and we finally gt our 2007 rafflesian! and i WASNT fat las yr. u ppl r jus biased.

2008-05-06T03:16:00.000-07:00

the stars only seem beautiful when you're beside me

hai bio cct today. but it was not TT bad. luckily they didn't test a shit about mutagens. or else i would hav been screwed big time. and we gt back some ccts...

geog -- 13.5/20

physics -- 23/30!!!

supposed to have free period during maths. but THAT BITCH huang yuting went to snatch it. but returned our cct so nvm. better than boring lesson.

PDI was surpriseful! found out my new asst FT... is wang chiu chin... is my CO teacher in charge. and FIRST ONE SHE CALL FOR PDI IS ME. cannot tell u wad she ask cos its PERSONAL development interview. (-.-"')

ok time to chiong zhuantizuoye and another language arts project which i so kindly took up =D

2008-05-05T01:31:00.000-07:00

today was my 2.4! and when i tot i will fail... i didnt!! and i gt a D!!! ok nt tt gd. but nt tt bad either. i tot i would get abt 14-15 minutes... i gt 13:23!!!! tts veriveriveri gd for me =)

aiya, nth much to tok abt today. besides tt we FINALLY learning a new topic for bio. nt tt DNA fingerprinting crap tt i dun understand and i dun see y we mus learn it. and tt i ponned cca? nt even worth mentioning cos it's so often LOL.

2008-05-04T04:52:00.000-07:00

okokok i noe this is my 10th blog or sth... but you can't blame me. since my last blogs are either dead or veriveri screwed up... so here's another one. i promise it wouldnt be dead. and i shall try my veriveri best to update regularly.

so... today morning went to temple and learn/practice the dance we/they gonna perform on vesak day. ok at least i put in a bit more effort. cos rex (the teacher) tokked to me and made me feel a bit guilty. so... and finally i think i rmb the steps! or maybe most of them.

rest of the day spent trying to mug bio. in an aircon room! jus hav to admit the weather these days is shittily hot. probably enough to melt zhihao if he stay in the sun long enough!! ok i noe some ppl are gonna suan me abt this.

nw trying to chiong zhuan ti zuo ye. hav to pass up on thursday. and when i hav been asking/nagging at my members to finish up their parts... i hav not realli started. so at the expense of my bio marks, i'm doing my zhuan ti zuo ye!! wad a great sacrifice luh. gd example for u all to follow.

aww my eldest bro is gonna fly off to Qatar for a loooong time. so i wish him a safe journey!! and enjoy yourself there!! nt everyone hav the chance to go overseas often!!

tmr is 2.4... and its damned unfair cos we hav to run IN THE HOT WEATHER. = we'll tire easily = we'll get slower timings. as if my timing nt slow enough. and tmr i might FAIL!! hopefully the last-minute (1 day) training would pay off. and maybe i'll pon cca to mug bio! i forgot the las time i went for monday practice liao... who cares no one's chasing after me and i havent received a Poor Attendance Form (or wadever, those ppl who received it noes best) yet. ahaha.